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Jun. 17th, 2009 | 04:44 pm

summmer time <3
im listening to summer time by new kids on the block , it reminds me so much of last summer loven.
ok , so im in such a good mood today , exept that i cried ): Selam isnt coming back to school in the fall for junior year. ): Randilynn was crying too . it was so sad. i have a new coffee favorite. but annnnnnyway

A couple of days ago, I was walking back from Sams
I'll tell you what happened when I was walking home.
Maybe it'll make sense.. maybe it wont.
Most likely it wont, but thats quiet okay.
I don't think i'm going to write this for you anymore.
Rather for me, so I can read this back later, & remenisce. 
there is this great big field or no, actually, its an empty space where houses are spread apart.
Since we live in this great area we have many of these empty areas. 
While walking by this area, I came across this place with lots and lots of daisies. 
They were growing out of sidewalk cracks. And beside some big rocks.
For some reason, it made me feel really really really really happy. 
You know when things don't go so well but you feel like for a moment
your allowed to breath in deeply, and just forget your troubles.
You know your troubles will be back anyways,
 but for a whole moment, it feels okay to take a deep breath.
It made no sense to be feeling so happy, but I didnt question it.
I'm easily amused, but not that easily.
Whatever, the feeling was wonderful.
I ripped one of the daisies and put it behind my ears.
Then, I took another one and I was about to play "He loves me, He loves me not" game.
But I realized I dont really know who "he" is,
but once "he" does come around, "he's" going to love me.
I don't need to torture the daisy to prove to me anything.
And why take advice from daisies anyways? 
So i left it inside the book i'm reading.
Its called The Perks Of Being A WallFlower. 
I'm sorry if you don't understand how happy I felt or why.
its a weird feeling, & I dont expect you to. I don't even understand why I felt so happy. 
The world is full of mysteries huh ? 
 



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