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Aug. 22nd, 2009 | 07:54 pm

oh my god its amazing
i had to help 3 lost kids, a boy out of a tunnel , and some little boy pulled down his diaper and started to pee infront of me and walter lmfao it was so funny. then erin ( another new employee) told me that some little boy cracked his face open on the riverrafter thing. i felt so bad.
i had today off, and i work tomorow 8 hours :D i hope i see asdfgjawker.             some kidchris was really nice to me,  and helpful ! i hope he's in wherever i get sent tomorow. but most of all , asdfgjawker , is so freaking perfect.              :D talk to you tomorow night , if im not too tired haha.


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Aug. 19th, 2009 | 08:36 pm

well i got a job , im happy about that . its only for a few weeks , but if i do good i can apply next year too. maybe this is what i need something to get my mind off of things for a while. and its money so loveit.
 i start the day after tomorow so ill let you know how it goes

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Aug. 6th, 2009 | 09:56 pm

So i'll start with charles.
He asked me to go on a date with his bestfriend. I was pissed. It kind of ruined my friendship towards him. Well a few days later, he talked to me and I told him how much I "hated" him. The day after  , I told him . everything. He just kept saying sorry. and that was the last time i talked to him . can you say ass-ahole -.so i havent talked to him since. but im okay.

but on the bright side  , when preston was in porugual , he and his cusen or friend or whatever talked to me :) I was really happy ! So then he came back from portugual , and commented me telling me he was back , i told him to text me but he was offline before he got the chance to see it. so i decided i wouldnt text him , and i'd just wait for him to see that comment. i had been wondering if he remembered his promise.
so i waited, and waited.
and then all of a sudden , july 31'st. whada ya know, i get a text from preston  , saying he missed me . i dont think the amount of feelign i felt while reading that text can be described. lmfao. i said , i miss you too boobie . and he brought up hanging out. then we stoped texing.
the next day i asked him when he was free, and he said he was at a friends house and he'd text me later. i didnt say anything . and he hasnt texted me since.
summers coming to a close and im not ready to let another summer come to a close without him.  i will do whatever i have to do.

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Jul. 17th, 2009 | 12:28 am

OOOOk , sooo ! theres so much going on lately. well not really, but in my head. it's life changing . so i spent my first fourth of july w| my bestfriends family . it was so fun , and then we went to auntie anne's and blake and i kept sneeaking drinks , but our families were not very happy . uncle john think me and allison are the most " dippity dips " out there .. lmfao :/ well i was texting Preston during the day, so I decided I'd better take advantange of it. I asked him if he could answer when I called, and sure enough he did. It was really nice to hear his voice again , you know , on the phone. it was our first conversation on the phone sence last summer. it brought back alot of memories. and as soon as i hung up ,i looked at allison , my bestfriend & i just cried and cried and cried in her arms. i dont know why i cried , and im wondering if i even want to .
fuck off. next to you just staartted playing.. ironic much ? he's in portugal right now about 76875964 miles away. he promised me, when he came back we would hang out , but has he kept the one promise that means the most? obviously i still have feelings for him , but its hard to explain.
charles hasnt texted me today , yet -__- i dont like it.

ALALALLALA. sooooooo , he texted me and told me how he loved how i didnt text him today . well that's just to bad because didnt i spend the whole day waiting for his stupid text.

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Jul. 1st, 2009 | 11:53 pm

ah , its been a long day  . im staying up so late lately. allison and i dont know how to stay up late , so we sleep like cavemen . i love it. and her. we got in a fight today, but we're okay now, thank god.

jessies been calling me all night , shes so cute, haha i miss her !

Charles called me adorable tonigght because im so white because of who i was calling for such and such reasons.  -__- i didnt have a clue what bub , bud ,dub is ? idfk, lmfao .

i have to peeeeee, im tired. i wonder if he's calling tonight, ohwell  <3bye .

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such a big ego, what a huge ego - beyonce

Jun. 23rd, 2009 | 08:27 pm
location: mommys
music: my ride-jermiah

SsSO i was up tillllll 2 talking to charles lastnight ! im stilll exhausted. i just re-did my myspace for the first time in months haha. im so proud of my self. it looks kinda sh*tty but whatever.

look what i found today ...
piddda kidd: your not uselesss
piddda kidd: cause there wouldnt be a reason for me to wake up every morning. cause your the first person i think off
keeenddraa: lmfao, next to you just came on , and i pictured you singing it .
piddda kidd: lmfao ! you always will from now on 

It's  going to be a longsummer..

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Jun. 22nd, 2009 | 11:56 am

 i feel like im secretly wearing my heart on my sleeve  ,   i am . deffinetly.

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im at lexi's (:

Jun. 20th, 2009 | 01:33 pm
location: lexis !
mood: hothot
music: outside people

lastnight was the first friday of summer.
i went to the movies w| charles & lexi .
charles & i held hands.                                                              baad mooove on my part. shouldn't of done that.
he hasn't spoken to me , sence saying bye lastnight.
i plan to have an amazing day :D

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Jun. 17th, 2009 | 04:44 pm

summmer time <3
im listening to summer time by new kids on the block , it reminds me so much of last summer loven.
ok , so im in such a good mood today , exept that i cried ): Selam isnt coming back to school in the fall for junior year. ): Randilynn was crying too . it was so sad. i have a new coffee favorite. but annnnnnyway

A couple of days ago, I was walking back from Sams
I'll tell you what happened when I was walking home.
Maybe it'll make sense.. maybe it wont.
Most likely it wont, but thats quiet okay.
I don't think i'm going to write this for you anymore.
Rather for me, so I can read this back later, & remenisce. 
there is this great big field or no, actually, its an empty space where houses are spread apart.
Since we live in this great area we have many of these empty areas. 
While walking by this area, I came across this place with lots and lots of daisies. 
They were growing out of sidewalk cracks. And beside some big rocks.
For some reason, it made me feel really really really really happy. 
You know when things don't go so well but you feel like for a moment
your allowed to breath in deeply, and just forget your troubles.
You know your troubles will be back anyways,
 but for a whole moment, it feels okay to take a deep breath.
It made no sense to be feeling so happy, but I didnt question it.
I'm easily amused, but not that easily.
Whatever, the feeling was wonderful.
I ripped one of the daisies and put it behind my ears.
Then, I took another one and I was about to play "He loves me, He loves me not" game.
But I realized I dont really know who "he" is,
but once "he" does come around, "he's" going to love me.
I don't need to torture the daisy to prove to me anything.
And why take advice from daisies anyways? 
So i left it inside the book i'm reading.
Its called The Perks Of Being A WallFlower. 
I'm sorry if you don't understand how happy I felt or why.
its a weird feeling, & I dont expect you to. I don't even understand why I felt so happy. 
The world is full of mysteries huh ? 

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Jun. 15th, 2009 | 09:57 pm
location: bed
mood: tiredtired
music: marching

i've been in such a bad mood today . like legit . sence the moment i woke up . i didn't realize how mean i sounded when i said i wish i didnt go on friday to charles , i really only said that because of these mulitple mosiquoto bites. i told him , but i dont think he got the hint with me liddle wierd feeling thing .whaaaaaadever.
i got sunburnt outside, and then i got some new hair stuff. it smells really good . i have mrs. mackenna for my aqua procter tomorow -__-
i have aqua and history final tomorow , im really tired .and sad. and angry. and i have a tummy ache. and mopey.  text me or something ..not like you can i mean you are just a livejournal . haha bye :)

 It's going to be a new summer.
& I will not be let down................
Even though I already know I'm goign to want it to be like last summer more then anything.

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